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A new podcast from XXXchurch called "The Panic Button." Get answers to someof the hardest questions we receive.

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Every Time I Visit My Parents’ Home I Feel Triggered. Is That Weird?

April 29th, 2019


In this episode Craig discusses being triggered to watch porn when visiting your parent's home.

I feel like crap when I look at porn, which then makes me want to look at porn again. How do I break this cycle?

April 22nd, 2019


In this podcast, Craig Gross answers the questions on how to break the cycle on looking at porn that makes you feel like crap.  

Help, I always look at porn when I’m bored

April 15th, 2019


In this podcast, Craig Gross talks about boredom that resorts to watching porn. Craig gives tips on how you can overcome your struggle in watching porn. 

Why do I want to look at porn when I’m angry?

April 8th, 2019


In this podcast, Craig Gross digs about why people watch porn when they are angry. Listen to this podcast as Craig helps you find out what to deal with in times when you feel anger.  

Whiteboard - What Triggers My Bad Behavior?

April 1st, 2019


In this podcast, Steven Luff discuss about the complication issue on what triggers a compulsive behavior. He shares the 7 circuits in our brain.  

Panic Button: How Can I Manage My Addiction?

March 25th, 2019


In this week's episode Craig talks about "managing" a porn addiction.

Why Does It Matter If I'm Addicted?

March 18th, 2019


 In this video, Craig talks about the cause of addiction that brings  unhealthy in all aspects of your life. 

Panic Button: Will Marriage Solve My Porn Use?

March 11th, 2019


In this episode Craig addresses the misguided notion that marriage will help you stop looking at porn.

Panic Button: Is It True Once An Addict Always An Addict?

March 4th, 2019


In this week's video, the authors of Feels Like Redemption address the idea that you'll always be addicted.

Panic Button: Why Doesn't God Just Answer My Prayer and Take Away My Porn Use?

February 25th, 2019


In this episode Craig talks about why we still struggle with porn when we pray for relief from God.

Panic Button: Isn't Porn Use Just a Bad Habit that He Can Stop Doing if He Wanted?

February 18th, 2019


In this week's episode Craig addresses the notion that porn use is a simply a "bad habit."

Panic Button: Can Struggling With Porn Just Be My Lot In Life?

February 11th, 2019


This week Craig talks about the idea that for some, using porn is almost inevitable.

Panic Button: Can I Change?

February 3rd, 2019


In this week's episode we hear from licensed therapist Steven Luff on the topic of whether or not someone can actually change.

Panic Button: How Do I Get Over The Pain & Resentment Caused By Divorce?

January 27th, 2019


In this week's episode we continue our conversation about resentment and specifically the resentment caused by divorce.

Panic Button: Why Do I Look At Porn When Times Get Tough?

January 21st, 2019


In this episode we look at why people turn to pornography when experiencing difficulties.

Panic Button: My Wife Is So Angry About My Porn Use, What Can I Do?

January 14th, 2019


In this episode we look at the impact of pornography on a marriage and how to escape the resentment it can cause.

Panic Button: How to Identify and Move Past Resentment

January 7th, 2019


In this episode therapist Steve Luff talks about resentment and how we can move past the hold it maintains in our lives.

Panic Button: Who Can I Go to for Help with My Child’s Porn Problem?

December 30th, 2018


In this episode Craig talks to parents about who they can go to when their kids are looking at porn.

Panic Button: How to Protect Your Kids in an Online World

December 24th, 2018


In this episode, Craig talks to parents about how to protect their children in this digital age.

Panic Button: How Does Viewing Porn as a Child Impact Future Behavior and the Brain?

December 3rd, 2018


In this episode, we discuss the long-term impact of viewing pornography as a child. Listen & learn!

Panic Button: Can Masturbation Help My Marriage?

November 25th, 2018


In this episode Craig discusses the topic of masturbation and if it can help a marriage.

Panic Button: Can I Masturbate to Photos of My Wife?

November 18th, 2018


In this episode, Craig tackles the subject of masturbating to pictures of your wife.

Panic Button: I think I’m addicted, How Can I Tell?

October 24th, 2018


Addiction , the movie Beautiful Boy and more this episode.

Panic Button: I’m not attracted to my wife anymore!

September 23rd, 2018


There is a lot going on here and I explain the question even more and give you my answer.

Panic Button: I caught my boyfriend looking at porn?

September 20th, 2018


Will this stop in marriage? How can I help him.

Panic Button: what do you think of Kanye West &porn awards?

September 14th, 2018


Kanye has a new video and was host of a porn award show and someone asked me what I thought

Panic Button: Are Foot Fetishes and Other Fetished OK?

September 5th, 2018


I talk about feet and so much more. I talk about why the church is so good at spreading fake news about sex.

Panic Button : My husband started recovery but has given up.

September 3rd, 2018


Starting and stopping when things get hard is pretty typical .

My dad is looking at porn, do I tell my mom?

August 25th, 2018


This one came from a 40 year old lady wondering how to address this.

My husband is watching porn, should I get breast implants?

August 21st, 2018


This question is from a wife who caught her watching porn and is not okay with it but is asking what I thought about getting breast implants to appear more attractive to him. Latest episode of

Panic Button: My son just told me he is gay.

August 12th, 2018


I have been sitting on this question for a while but after watching “believer” on HBO last night I recorded some thoughts

Panic Button: Is it okay for us to have oral sex?

July 22nd, 2018


This question came in from a 76 year old lady and her 82 year old husband. Enjoy and so will he.

Panic Button: I keep trying harder but keep failing

July 15th, 2018


Common question I get, I actually just posted the actual response I sent to someone who wrote in our site asking will this struggle ever go away.

Panic Button: Can You Provide Me an Accountabilty Partner?

July 3rd, 2018


I answer a question I used to laugh at but now I am figuring out a solution to solve this.

Panic Button: To the guy in seat 1a watching porn!

June 8th, 2018


On today’s flight, the guy next to me has a ton of porn videos on his iPad and here is my reaction.

Panic Button: How do I see disappearing photos on dm?

June 7th, 2018


I cover this popular topic of finding photos on DM and wondering if bey are bad. Also talk some sports , Roseanne and LilTay

Panic Button: Can I masturbate to photos of my wife?

May 16th, 2018


This one got me at first. Spent 3 days thinking about it and fired up to share the answer - levi's blog

Panic Button: my girlfriend says it’s fine if I look at porn

May 6th, 2018


So, this guys girlfriend says it’s okay to look at porn and masterbate, does that make it okay for him and it’s better then him cheating on her right?

Panic Button: My husband won’t stop looking at porn.

May 4th, 2018


This episode I answer this question as to why men can’t stop looking at porn or follow through on their word.

Panic Button: Will having a baby change things with my wife?

May 3rd, 2018


Parent Advice! I cover what a baby does to your relationship and why your wife should never sit in the back seat with your baby and other fun things.

Panic Button: I need my boyfriend to change for me.

May 1st, 2018


Might be my favorite episode yet. Question was “I need my boyfriend to change to become to man I need him to be”. Good luck! Problem isn’t him it’s you thinking you can change him.

Panic Button: What about gmail disappearing messages?

April 26th, 2018


What do you think about gmail new feature to have emails disappear.

Panic Button: Should I tell my wife about my porn problem?

April 20th, 2018


Should I tell my wife about my porn problem or a friend first?

Panic Button: (Coachella edition) My daughter is sexting!

April 17th, 2018


My daughter is sexting quite a bit but I don’t think she has ever had sex.

Panic Button : My husband is addicted and I met someone else!

April 11th, 2018


My husband has been addicted to porn for our entire marriage. I tried forever to help him and to hold him accountable but he always found a way to do …

Panic Button: Introducing The Panic Button Podcast

April 11th, 2018


New format, New show! Your questions answered that have you in a panic.

Brittni's Story Continues

February 19th, 2018


Check out this video we shot a few weeks ago when Brittni joined us at a porn convention outreach in Las Vegas.

Meet Circle

March 3rd, 2016


Check out Circle for help with managing your family's digital devices -

Become Stronger with

February 28th, 2016

1:05 are all about support and encouragement. An online small group will unite you with others on the same journey and help you grow stronger each day.

Gabe's Story

January 15th, 2016


Watch Gabe's testimony about his My Pilgrimage experience and how it helped him in his search for freedom.

Greg's Story -'If He can love me, he can love anyone'

November 30th, 2015


Incredible video testimony of former porn star Randy Spears. Watch this and see how Jesus loves us all and can change anyone.

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November 25th, 2015


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November 3rd, 2015


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October 14th, 2015


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October 13th, 2015


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October 7th, 2015


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October 7th, 2015


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Craig's Car Ride - Episode #20

September 22nd, 2015


In this week's podcast episode Craig Gross talks to good friend, co-author of Touchy Subjects, and funny man David Dean about having the "sex talk" with your kids. This is a must listen for all you parents!

eXXXit by John Hammer

August 24th, 2015


Watch this video by John Hammer that talks about the dangers of pornography and sexual sin.

Through A Man's Eyes - How To Help The Men In Your Life

July 20th, 2015


Watch this video as author Shaunti Feldhahn explains how women can better support the men in their lives by learning how they see, think, and process the world around them. In the new book and workshop Through A Man's …

Through A Man's Eyes - A Message For You Ladies

July 20th, 2015


Craig Gross and Shaunti Feldhahn have teamed up to put together a great book and workshop called Through A Man's Eyes. This is for you ladies. It will help you understand what your husband goes through on a daily basis …

Through A Man's Eyes - A Book About Men For Women

July 20th, 2015


Through A Man's Eyes is a new book by Craig Gross and Shaunti Feldhahn that was written to help women understand and appreciate how and why men think and act like they do. Get more info at

Through A Man's Eyes - A Message To You Men

July 20th, 2015


Hey guys, this book is just for you and it's also something you really want your wife to read. Learn how to talk to your wife about the visual struggles we as men deal with on a daily basis.

Yes! Jesus Loves Transgenders: The Diamond Dee Interview Part 2

July 15th, 2015


We met Diamond Dee a few years ago. Diamond has a pretty crazy story involving his sexual addiction and transgender surgery. 3 years later we decided …

Craig's Car Ride - Episode #19

July 7th, 2015


In this week's podcast episode Craig Gross talk to researcher and author Shaunti Feldhahn about their new book Through A Man's Eyes. Learn how men …

Fit For A King and XXXchurch - Vans Warped Tour 2015

June 24th, 2015


The guys from Fit For A King are on the 2015 Vans Warped Tour and they are partnering with to help raise awareness.

Craig's Car Ride - Episode #18

June 10th, 2015


In this week's podcast episode Craig Gross shares some of the best hatemail we've received at XXXchurch. This should be good. Listen now!

Craig's Car Ride - Episode #17

May 26th, 2015


In this week's podcast episode Craig Gross talks to pastor Lady Ceballos about women in ministry, balancing careers and motherhood, and more. Listen now!

50 Shades of Grey - Our Final Thoughts

May 19th, 2015


Craig Gross speaking at Daybreak Church about 50 Shades of Grey

Porn Kills Free 1 Hour Event - May 28th

May 15th, 2015


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Craig's Car Ride - Episode #16

April 22nd, 2015


In this podcast episode Craig Gross talks to Ryan Russell of X3watch about all the exciting changes and happenings going on with XXXchurch, X3watch, and more. They also talk a lot about our new workshop on being open …

4 Steps To Maximize X3watch

April 3rd, 2015


Welcome to X3watch! Here are 4 steps you should take to maximize your experience with X3watch software.

Craig's Car Ride - Episode #15

March 17th, 2015


This one is for all you August Burns Red fans! Craig Gross talks to frontman Jake Luhrs about his ministry and Listen up.

Craig's Car Ride - Episode #14

February 24th, 2015


Don't miss this episode where Craig continues his talk with Shellie R. Warren about the movie 50 Shades of Grey and also his mom??? Yes, that's right - his mom! Listen up.

Craig's Car Ride - Episode #13

February 10th, 2015


In this episode Craig talks to X3church blogger, author, and marriage coach Shellie R. Warren about her recent posts and thoughts on the movie/book 50 Shades of Grey. Be prepared for it to get real "REAL." Check it out!

A Great Valentine's Day Gift!

February 3rd, 2015


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Married Conference - July 31st to August 1st

January 30th, 2015


Join us for our first married conference this summer in Dayton Ohio. More details can be found at

Craig's Car Ride - Episode #12

January 27th, 2015


Craig catches up with X3church staffer Michelle Truax in this episode. Michelle often works with women in the sex industry even though it has nothing to do with her official job. Craig and Michelle talk about what a …


January 27th, 2015


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The Birthday Present

January 16th, 2015


Want to give your kid an iPhone for his birthday? Why not some porn why you are at it?

Craig's Car Ride - Episode #11

January 13th, 2015


Craig talks about a brand new resolution he has made for 2015 - to come up with 10 new ideas every day and post them. Find out why he did this and …

5 Myths About Women, Sex, and Porn - Free Webinar Jan 29th

January 9th, 2015


Shellie Warren will be hosting this FREE webinar. She is an author, marriage coach, and has been writing and speaking for XXXchurch for years.

Shellie has great insight on these matters and will talk to you straight. …

Craig's Car Ride - Episode #10

December 23rd, 2014


Craig talks with Fireproof Ministries Director Ryan Russell who also is the COO of X3watch. Find out more about Craig and why he really isn't as big a jerk as some people may think.

What Are The Most Common Questions You Get?

December 12th, 2014


Craig tells us what the most common questions we get from people at

What's The Parent's Role With Porn?

December 12th, 2014


Porn is invading your house and the lives of those you love. What is a parent's responsibility?

Only Creepy Old Men Look At Porn, Right?

December 12th, 2014


The answer to this question may surprise you. Listen to what Craig has to say after 10+ years of ministry.

Why Are People Addicted To Pornography?

December 12th, 2014


Craig answers this question that many have asked over the years.

Should I Expect My Kids To See Porn

December 12th, 2014


Craig answers this question on the minds of many parents.

Craig's Car Ride - Episode #9

December 9th, 2014


Craig talks with his friend and spoken word artist Levi the Poet about his new album. Check it out!

Free Webinar - 10 Easy Steps To A Better Marriage / December 18th

December 5th, 2014


Join us for another FREE webinar for married couples hosted by former NFL quarterback Jon Kitna and Jennifer Kitna. This will be great!

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December 2nd, 2014


2014 was an amazing year for New resources, new records, new reach!

As we wrap up 2014 and look forward to 2015 we realize that we need financial support from people like you. This will allow us to …

Edison Exxxotica Outreach Recap - 2014

November 20th, 2014


Two weeks ago we wrapped up yet another incredible outreach effort that took place at the Exxxotica show in "exotic Edison, New Jersey.

This …

Welcome to the NEW

November 19th, 2014


Maybe you are new to XXXchurch or maybe you just haven't been here in a while. Either way we want to say welcome. Please explore our site. There are tons of free resources and information for you, your spouse, and your …

Craig's Car Ride - Episode #8

November 18th, 2014


Craig talks the new video series Best Sex Life Now, and has a great conversation with Dave and Ashley Willis of about sex and marriage. If you are engaged, married, or even single make sure you …

Craig's Car Ride - Episode #7

November 6th, 2014


Craig talks about our new site, the new video series Best Sex Life Now, and chats things up (in bed) with his wife Jeanette about the topic of sex. Listen up!

Craig's Car Ride - Episode #6

October 22nd, 2014


Craig talks to Ron Jeremy, the "Godfather of Porn" about their relationship, faith, sex, and more. Check it out!

Best Sex Life Now - By XXXchurch

October 15th, 2014


Watch this preview video of our newest video series called Best Sex Life Now. Co-hosted by Craig Gross/Jeanette Gross and Dave Willis/Ashley Willis of, this video series will walk you through the …

Fiverr Friday - Tree Climber

October 6th, 2014


This guys climbed a tree and didn't find a coconut. Instead he found the #1 Christian porn site.

Fiverr Friday - Duck Who?

October 6th, 2014


Any idea on who Guess this guy is impersonating?

Fiverr Friday - Push Ups for XXXchurch

October 6th, 2014


Check out this feat of strength and balance. Can you do this? If so how many?

Fiverr Friday - Unicycle Guy

October 6th, 2014


Great Balance and Focus all in the name of

Craig's Car Ride - Episode #5

October 1st, 2014


Craig talks with the WINNER of the Go Small Car Give-A-Way plus chats with XXXchurch staff member Carl Thomas about his Jersey accent, why small groups often stink, and how X3groups are helping hundreds of people a …

Craig's Car Ride - Episode #4

September 17th, 2014


Craig talks with Matt Carter of Emery and Bad Christian plus updates us on lots of other things going on with including our new site coming very soon. Check it out!

This Why Porn Kills

September 15th, 2014


Listen to Craig during a really loud ride in a really old hearse explain why Porn Kills.

Visit Events

September 10th, 2014


Looking for more information on our events and speakers? Watch this video.

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XXXchurch Training Video

September 10th, 2014


Wondering what serving at a sex or "porn" convention looks like? Here's a quick walk-through video. Check it out.

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Craig's Car Ride - Episode #3

September 3rd, 2014


Craig talks about the new look for the XXXchurch site coming later this month, his new book Go Small, and also has a chat with David Dean about football and more. Check it out!

Welcome Video

September 2nd, 2014


Why are you at Addicted to porn? Your spouse is addicted to porn? Your kids? Just curious?

Honestly, it doesn't really matter. You are welcome here.

Open 24/7 Episode 11: Kim Biddle

September 2nd, 2014


Kim Biddle helped found the Saddleback Justice Task Force and focus on aftercare resource development for caretakers of survivors in Third World countries.

Over the years, she has narrowed her focus from global human …

Porn Kills Episode #14 - Canada

September 1st, 2014


Here's another great installment from the Porn Kills Tour video series.

In this episode the team talks about a Canadian tour.

Watch the video, enjoy, and remember ... Porn Kills.

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August 20th, 2014


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Craig's Car Ride - Episode #2

August 19th, 2014


Craig talks to Bill Dunfee and Anny Donewald of Eve's Angels about strippers topless at church. Check it out!

Craig's Car Ride - Episode #1

August 14th, 2014


Craig talks XXXchurch blogger Seth Taylor and "porn show superstar" Rachel Ceballos about grace and a lot of the discussion surrounding porn star Sheena Rose's vlog. Check it out!

X3groups - Online Small Groups by XXXchurch

August 7th, 2014


Check out this video about our online small groups called X3groups. They are safe, secure, anonymous ... and oh yeah, awesome!

Open 24/7 Episode 10: David Dean

July 25th, 2014


David Dean is one of Craig's best friends in the world. He is a die hard Bears fan who will be disappointed once again this year as they won’t win their division. He and Craig recently wrote a book together called …

Craig's Car Ride - Coming In August

July 24th, 2014


Here's preview of what to expect from XXXchurch's NEWEST podcast launching August 5th!

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Lust in Translation

July 18th, 2014


Check out this spoke word video by Tanner Olson about lust.

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Open 24/7 Episode 9: Bryan Johnston

July 2nd, 2014


Bryan Johnston is a pastor and long time friend of Bryan is passionate about seeing lives restored from addictions and men and women experiencing freedom. Almost 10 years ago Bryan broke his neck while …

Funding Generosity

June 13th, 2014


This video gives you a little look at how your support via paid resources and products helps up do what we do.

Take the Father's Day Challenge

June 9th, 2014


Hey Dad's ... this one's for you.

Check out this (parody) video and then head over to to take the pledge and get your free ebook.

Open 24/7 Episode 8: Kevin Murray

May 29th, 2014


In this month’s episode of Open 24/7 Craig sits down with a good friend of his Kevin Murray.

Kevin runs a highly successful screen printing …

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