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Who Am I ?

60 EpisodesProduced by William BlacoeWebsite

Join us on a journey of self-discovery!

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[Ep.49] Empathy Can Be A Super Power

November 24th, 2023


Everyone has the choice of either living isolated from other people and their own feelings on the one hand, or to connect with others and their own …

[Ep.48] Why Am I Ashamed?

October 7th, 2023


What secrets do you have? What facts about you must never become known to others? What happens in our childhood that implants beliefs in us that hide away for the rest of our life? Can we uncover them deliberately? Can …

[Ep.47] The Good and Bad of Making Promises

September 20th, 2023


Humans need each other, and so they need to depend on each other. When we make a promise or sign a contract we intensify an understanding that is usually mutually beneficial, but we also agree to retribution in the case …

[Ep.46] How to convince people that 2+2=5

August 21st, 2023


Psychological torture can be used to break someone's mind and implant a belief in the victim's mentality that will shape their behaviour permanently. …

[Ep.45] Our Insane Search for Security

August 12th, 2023


Feelings of anxiety often come when some security in our life diminishes. Because we believe that our existence depends on that safety net, we fear that its loss will cause our life to end. Jiddu Krishnamurti has helped …

[Ep.44] Are you Living in your Head?

August 2nd, 2023


Everyone overthinks, not only people diagnosed with OCD. We spend the majority of every day ruminating over the same old thoughts: worries about how …

[Ep.43] Do You Believe in Extra-Terrestrial Life?

July 12th, 2023


Neither William nor Steven have had first-hand experiences with alien life or technology. But it can be fun to speculate: What would it …

[Ep.42] Why Everyone Needs Psychic Healing

July 1st, 2023


Honesty is a necessary ingredient for healing from past traumas, mainly honesty with yourself. If other people become disagreeable because you are learning to understand your self better, do you prefer to fit in and …

[Ep.41] A Painful Truth is Better than a Pleasant Lie

June 14th, 2023


Arisendead is a video game streamer on where he not only entertains his audience by playing Super Mario games, but also discusses many interesting topics. What stands out are his openness and honesty about his …

[Ep.40] What have the last 4 years of podcasting taught us?

June 3rd, 2023


William and Steve have been hosting this podcast for nearly 4 years. In that time they have developed mentally, emotionally and spiritually. Their inquiry into who they are has lead them on a path of friendship and a …

[Ep.39] From the Life of a Psycho Therapist

May 31st, 2023


What does it take for a person interested in helping other people with their mental healing process to becoming a fully-fledged psycho therapist? …

[Adv. Book #2] Can King Gillibrand finally unite the Dwarf Clans?

May 19th, 2023


After 3 failed attempts we are fulfilling our mission: to collect the handle and head of the famed dwarf hammer that will unite the warring clans …

[Adv. Book #2] This Time an Oracle Guides us

May 17th, 2023


We start out our final attempt at this adventure book with the luck of very high values for skill, stamina and luck. Additionally there is a voice in the ether telling us when we are about to make a wrong turn or take …

[Adv. Book #2] How tough can an Ogre be?

May 17th, 2023


We found our way out of the Darkwood Forest, but without the war hammer which the dwarves need to vanquish their enemies. So we need to reset our adventure for the second time, only to try out new paths and …

[Adv. Book #2] Can we save the dwarves?

May 15th, 2023


In a dark, lethal forest we are comissioned with finding and delivering the dwarves' warhammer to their leader at Stonebridge to the north in order …

[Adv. Book #2] When will be our first death?

May 15th, 2023


The unpredictable nature of the deadly forest of doom makes it impossible for us to take all the right turns and win every fight on our first try. How soon will we need to reset and try a different path? What do we …

[Adv. Book #2] How do you navigate this ominous forest?

May 13th, 2023


Our second adventure books series takes place in a mystical forest that is filled with traps and ferocious enemies. Will we be strong enough, equipped well enough and be lucky enough to master the treacherous adventure …

[Ep.38] The Masks We Wear

May 10th, 2023


We primarily think of actors as the ones playing a role and pretending to be someone they really are not. But in a sense everyone wears a mask and …

[Ep.37] The Trap of Conceptualisation

April 28th, 2023


The Western world view is one of engineering and logic. It has solidified the already pervasive habit of intellectualising the human experience. By …

[Ep.36] I Surrender - Freedom through Acceptance

April 19th, 2023


Apathy is not caring about what goes on with you and around you. Acceptance, on the other hand, is deliberately allowing things within and around you to be the way they are. It is the absence of expectations and …

[Ep.35] Why Anger?!

March 30th, 2023


You cannot be angry at someone without first being angry at yourself. What exactly is the process that happens automatically, subconsciously and with lightning speed which is triggered by something not going the way we …

[Ep.34] Self Confidence comes from within

March 15th, 2023


Trusting in one's own abilities and believing in one's own value is something that cannot be created or built. Self confidence comes about naturally …

[Ep.33] A traumatised collective heals through individual awakening

February 8th, 2023


Mental distress in adults can often be traced back to their childhood. The underlying traumatic experience in the past has been suppressed so that …

[Ep.32] You shouldn't should - The toxicity of expectations and absolutes

February 6th, 2023


How much of your behaviour comes from your freely made decisions? And how much of your every-day life is run by subconscious programs? From day one we are influenced by the actions and inactions of people around us. …

[Ep.31] Learning to differentiate thoughts, emotions and sensations

June 23rd, 2022


We have thousands of thoughts and feelings each and every day. How many of them are we aware of? How many of them remain subconscious and unnoticed? Are you content with the thought patterns installed in your …

[Ep.30] Choose your own Purpose in Life

February 24th, 2022


Are you free to create your own path in life? Or are you following a script? Everyone is in both situations to one degree or another. The more we …

[Ep.28] Our Instinct for Revenge

November 8th, 2021


How would you react if you or a loved one were to be violated? Would you be blinded by rage, seeking nothing less than brutal vengeance? Or would you …

[Ep.27] A Civilisation in Perpetual Fear and Uncertainty

September 6th, 2021


How is it possible that billions of people are more likely to believe something that has no scientific foundation just because persons in position of …

[Ep.26] Love is Love - Diversity in Sexuality

August 31st, 2021


How much contact have you had with the LGBTQ+ community? William and Steve talk about their experiences and compare their views. It is important to become educated on this topic so as to avoid and confront …

[Ep.25] Why Am I Attracted to You?

August 19th, 2021


Steven and William analyse what goes on physically between a man and a woman when they are attracted to each other. Many factors are at play that cause them to feel drawn towards each other, most of them subconsciously. …

[Ep.24] For Whom the Bell Tolls

August 9th, 2021


What does death mean to you? Is it something you fear every waking moment? Perhaps subconsciously? Or is it something that gives life value? Today Steven and I discuss various aspects of death, including suicidal …

[Ep.23] Left and Right, Unite! Unite!

June 16th, 2021


Today Steven and William discuss their views on the political division into the left and right wings. They argue that this differentiation is …

[Ep.22] Intuition is Perception via the Unconcious

May 12th, 2021


Today Falk Kastell helps me better understand what intuition is and how it can work in every-day life. William's heavy intellectual propensity makes it a challenge for him to come to terms with subconscious signals and …

[Ep.21] On Regaining Your Personal Sovereignty

May 7th, 2021


Kevin Beutler is a body builder turned network marketer. Having recognised the great business opportunity that has come with the revolution in the …

[Ep.20] When will we realize that you cannot eat money?

May 6th, 2021


Falk and William discuss the current state of the world in terms of the progress of technology vs. human connection and respect for nature, being …

[Adv. Book #1] It all comes down to this (part 4, FINAL)

April 28th, 2021


After travelling from Venis to Kahira to the lost city of Du-En, Steven and William are confronted with a mystical cave that is supposed to contain …

[Adv. Book #1] Stock up on Food and Weapons or Die! (part 3)

April 7th, 2021


Having reached the docks at Venis, Steven and William set out to cross the Mediterranean sea to reach Egypt. Will they be able to buy the items they need to cross the freezing Sahara? Or will they run into even more …

[Ep.19] I know that I know nothing

March 31st, 2021


Today Mr. INTP and I talk about the relation between reality and our capacity to grasp it, how our knowledge of the world is based on the scientific method, and how common it is for you and me to base our entire …

[Adv. Book #1] Another Attempt at Attaining the Mystical Meteorite (part 2)

March 8th, 2021


After failing their last attempt at surviving the frozen Sahara, Steve and William restart the adventure story "Heart of Ice". This time reversing …

[Ep.18] The Truth Shall Set You Free

February 28th, 2021


Kade Roundy and I follow up on our previous discussion (Ep. 10) about the principles of libertarian, government, war, ethics and societal values. We …

[Adv. Book #1] Can We Survive the Frozen Sahara? (part 1)

February 26th, 2021


For a change, Steve and I are reading from an adventure book in which you can choose your own path: "Heart of Ice" by Dave Morris. Not only are there …

[Ep.17] Is Prosperity Good Or Bad?

February 8th, 2021


Today we discuss how different approaches to wealth and the accrual of wealth can be a two-edged sword. Are you getting rich by exploiting other people? Or are you building your financial independence by helping others …

[Ep.16] Who Can Connect The Dots?

January 29th, 2021


Craig Irving and I exchange our views on the terrible trends around the world:

  • propaganda in mainstream news media
  • censorship in social media

[Ep.15] OCD - Can't You Stop Obsessing?

January 12th, 2021


OCD is often misrepresented in the media. Whath is really behind the ritualistic actions that affected persons feel compelled to do to quell their unease? How does it feel to have unwanted, recurring thoughts? What is …

[Ep.14] Alter Your Mind, Change Your Perspective

December 6th, 2020


Mr. INTP and I discuss biological and philosophical views of epistemology and personal identity: What can I truly know for certain? How do my beliefs …

[Ep.13] The Illusion of Choice

November 30th, 2020


We often perceive a plethora of options and choices to be freeing and empowering. But not only is this relative to our cultural expectations, it can …

[Ep.11] How Free Am I?

October 31st, 2020


Today we discuss the concept of freedom, including questions around
* self-determination vs. being a product of my environment
* autonomy vs. being parented by the state
* representative vs. direct democracy
* epistemic …

[Ep.10] What is Socialism to you?

June 10th, 2020


William and Dr. Kade Roundy from Texas discuss the range of perspectives among people from different countries and different political persuasions. …

[Ep.09] Everyone has Fears

May 23rd, 2020


Continuing the topic of mental health, William and Steven talk about their experiences with anxiety and its consequences in every-day life.


[Ep.08] What Is Depression?

May 2nd, 2020


One topic that has affected Steven and William personally is that of mental health. In this episode they share their personal experiences of suffering, learning, developing and coping.


[Ep.07] Jesus, Take the Wheel

March 1st, 2020


Aleechea Pitts is a police chaplain. In this episode she tells us about her path to finding her personal identity in serving others and praising God …

[Ep.06] What Has Religion Done For Me Lately?

January 31st, 2020


William and Steven speak openly about the faith they were raised in and how they have personally identified with it. Religion can provide inner strength, a sense of belonging and community, a purpose in life, and a path …

[Ep.05] Parenting: What is Right and Wrong?

January 18th, 2020


As a young person enters the new adventure of becoming a parent, they are confronted with challenges they can never be truly prepared for, no matter …

[Ep.04] Early Sexual Development

November 24th, 2019


Human sexuality begins to emerge at a very young age: Our personal identity emerges, we learn to distinguish genders, and we become involved in …

[Ep.03] A New Mechanised World

November 15th, 2019


What influence does technology have on the fabric of society? Is it a curse or an opportunity for progress? Today William and Steven discuss the …

[Ep.02] Ghost in the machine

October 6th, 2019


In this episode Steven and William share their excitement for science-fiction as it pertains to self-awareness, free will and the difference between man and machine, if there is any. Will there ever be conscious robots, …

[Ep.01] Wholesome communication and interaction

September 15th, 2019


In their first podcast episode Steven and William discuss their motivations for asking the age-old question "Who am I?" and how best to go about …

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