Thoughts of a relapsing drug addict
A 100% true life account of what it’s like being a heroin addict in the United States. Dealing with ups and downs no censorship here folks. You’ll catch me at my most unfiltered emotional times. And my happiest of times. I encourage anyone to reach out to me via facebook page tumblr Instagram whatev… read more
Just an update
July 22nd, 2022
Not much but I'll do a real episode later
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The new crew
April 22nd, 2022
Son doing imaging episode with some new people and if you like the personalities let me know I’ll get them back and all that stuff so thank you everyone
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In the bedroom of the new apartment
April 12th, 2022
Just me talking about life and what’s going on well I can’t get a new bedroom in the new apartment in order and that was before I found out I had to leave said new apartment
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We out here
March 18th, 2022
We’ll talk about YouTube channels, codependency relationships rock bottom rehab and some other things as usual
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Post arrest update
February 25th, 2022
Just a boring update about the going ons of me
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shout outs for the group
January 30th, 2022
shouting out people
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January 30th, 2022
Just a few segments of talking about stuff got stuck out in the cold and was thinking about a lot of things
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Another run at the clarion
January 23rd, 2022
Rambling about what’s been happening And how I don’t know if I should be worried if I should be mad
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2021 into 2022 NYE annual pod party
January 1st, 2022
Just a quick talk with knight rider right after midnight so are the first hours of 2022 we talk about all sorts of things like imagine if someone was living in your attic and you didn’t know about it
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The Christmas episode that’s not really about Christmas
December 27th, 2021
Just a multi segments of randomness and updates about my life and goings-on followed by the segment that I’m calling late night talks with nico and …
Riding in cars all the time
December 3rd, 2021
Just me and my girlfriends bullshitting while driving around and running errands
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Update on life with Unc from nodsquad
October 11th, 2021
OK and I reconnect after not speaking with each other for fuck probably almost 2 years and we both been through a lot in those two years and as usual …
The roughly 100th episode extravaganza
October 9th, 2021
in this episode Lee and I catch up after what feels like way too long. Lee shares his medical issues with us on top of still working full time, we …
New relationship episode
July 23rd, 2021
New relationship status and hardships we are facing early on but overcoming and getting through it
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The current updates and status of my experience in this simulation of life as to now
July 3rd, 2021
Talk about lots of things from secret conspiracies to video games to a new lady in my life. On the last segment I am going to say trigger warning of all sorts of things I know my podcast has trigger warnings all the …
Meanwhile in my simulation scenario
April 24th, 2021
Just me venting about some stuffs. Then me fucking with my computer
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my life up until now
March 31st, 2021
some random stuff
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February 26th, 2021
Bitch about roommates talk gaming alil about life and a lot of nothing
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Podcast gaming cereal interface os
January 30th, 2021
In this episode we talk about everything from my new PC gaming addiction to Reese’s purse to operating systems to Anna the girl he bailed out of jail …
New year same shit let’s do better in 2021 2020 set the bar pretty low
January 11th, 2021
Had a different episode recorded but decided to not release that one so here is a short new year update
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In the meantime… There is a new woman in my life who is rad as fuck
December 10th, 2020
So in this episode I elaborate on the story started last week about my new girlfriend and talk about the new sensation of blues and traveling and being the rock it a girlfriend family funeral. I’m on all our other …
The first day together
November 26th, 2020
I just update alil and talk about my new friend and we talk about a crazy thing that happened through the night
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The election episode that’s not about politics
November 5th, 2020
Me and a friend Just talk back and forth about a lot of stuff. Sorry for sound quality i didn’t have the mic with me.
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Season 4 opener
October 3rd, 2020
My first episode in quite awhile so I talk about the election halloween and then I went off on my beliefs about religion.
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Milestone 10K
September 10th, 2020
Well I’ve reached 10000 listens so thanks everyone and I’ll get a full episode up in the next few days I love you all
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Tryin to stay cool in this fuckin heat
July 19th, 2020
We talk methadone updates shout outs more shout outs updates and general ramblings
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Recovery? Trying again... maybe it’ll go better this time around
July 18th, 2020
We talk methadone treatment and how my early recovery is going. The 1 year anniversary of when Kennedy passed away. The state of the world along with van updates and a bunch of nonsense rambling as usual.
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A Smokey evening
June 18th, 2020
A talk with my friend Smokey about all sorts of everything from the beginnings of addiction to everything else
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A long conversation with miles
June 3rd, 2020
sex,Hookers,needles,death,love,and a lot in between
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Ad for the live stream
May 22nd, 2020
Just letting everyone know that I’ll be going live on Facebook at 10 PM mountain time roughly and hope to see everyone there
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Shoutouts to al
May 10th, 2020
I don’t remember what I talked about i recorded this a few days ago
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Mic check
April 28th, 2020
I just thought id do a quick little episode to test my new microphone out which i think sounds great
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April 16th, 2020
We talk plans what’s going on or mental state and all in all just positive outlook for the future
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Just a grand ole morning
April 5th, 2020
Random talk about the state of the world and basic everyday stuff Anna banana makes a quick appearance and we take Phelony on a walk
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The little bit about me
March 28th, 2020
Can you talk a bit about me and some things about how I am becoming more comfortable with who I am and we talk about some societal changes as far is the world being more open to certain things and a talk with my friend …
My view from the end of the world
March 21st, 2020
Just alil about how the pandemic is going
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Before court update
March 9th, 2020
A brief update of my situation before court. I’ll update when I get out.
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The Valentine’s Day episode
February 17th, 2020
Just babbling on about my arrest and clean time
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Ramble on Ramada
January 29th, 2020
We talk about life and it’s goings ons and we have special guest back nodded out Anna mumbling alil bit and we about my talk sexual preferences among other things
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First full 2020 season 3 opener just ramblings about stuff
January 15th, 2020
Just 3 parts of me rambling about what’s going on sorry took so long been super busy and will get all the affiliate links up and going on the next episode I’m sorry I’m slacking today …
Leaving 2019 in the rear view and entering 2020 with an open heart and eyes wide
January 1st, 2020
We talk about how van life is treating me. How christmas was for me. We look back and remember Kennedy for the beautiful human that she was. We talk …
Pre-Christmas episode we went from stuck in a hotel parking lot to stuck in an auto shop parking lot
December 22nd, 2019
Well it’s me ranting about stuff while driving and then alil talk about the current situation of my #vanlife adventures
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It’s not all fun and games
December 5th, 2019
We talk about some serious shit so trigger warning please respect and be nice
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Thanksgiving episode
November 30th, 2019
Talk about holidays and all sorts of things
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Guardian angels all around
November 19th, 2019
My arrest story beginning of my book Walmart shoplifting incident
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Thoughts of a relapsing drug addict (Trailer)
November 10th, 2019
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We vent
November 10th, 2019
We vent about road partners and talk about how I helped a family
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A morning talk with James from Korea
October 30th, 2019
I finally talk to James from Korea about nitrous mafia football handicapping teaching becoming drug therapists and more
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Promo for the retreat week episodes!!!
October 30th, 2019
check out the episodes ive already started making and planning for this week im at this buddhist retreat place its possible ill leave here a better person maybe ill work through some issues or something who knows. I do …
Preparing to retreat to the land of buddha
October 29th, 2019
I am just sitting in my hotel room and talking about my upcoming spiritual retreat and my upcoming plans and I talk about and just general babble about what’s going on and more updates of my life we’re still alive to be …
And so the world turns...The world has gone so fuckin soft on us it’s insane
October 27th, 2019
On this episode I talk about how sensitive people in the world have become and how the so many people are just oh woe is me and me me me and fuck it’s really getting to me lately and I’m over being sensitive to it and …
Here we are now
October 27th, 2019
Just random talks 2 guests Rj who I’ve been homeless with and a friend I’ve known for almost 20 years
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the bluegrass conspiracy episode
October 6th, 2019
the guest host MasterBlaster and I talk about so many things from rehab to yelp reviews to dairy queen ice cream sundaes.
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Mashup of segments from over the last year
October 2nd, 2019
A collection of Segments from the last year of doing this thoughts of a relapsing drug addict
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Bonus lost missing Alicha episode
September 26th, 2019
Just found this recording with Alicha don’t believe it’s ever been published so here ya go
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Poppin that shit
September 21st, 2019
Just going over some things and talking about life
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And now for your education ep6 s2
September 15th, 2019
On this episode and you talk overdoses double overdoses and mental health and honestly I don’t remember
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Ep 61 ep5season 2 lets talk about feelings
August 18th, 2019
Nightrider talks with me then Kelsey from Florida comes in to talk about losing her boyfriend to an overdose https://amzn.to/2TLAxM4. https://amzn.to/2ZaK8x5. https://amzn.to/2KJlC2g Podcoin
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A night with Alicha
August 14th, 2019
Just talking with my new friend and it’s about being followed and oh so much more https://amzn.to/31Fler2.
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Podcoin Sunday night feeling alright. S2Ep3 ep59
August 12th, 2019
Just some talking about the week a reading of something i found on reddit and some shoutouts check this out https://transistor.fm/?via=nick along with amazon fresh https://amzn.to/31Mc8ZZ and amazon prime …
Ep58 chatting on the porch
August 7th, 2019
In this episode I talk about how my life is going right now some talk about online drama so questions concerning recovery and I prepare to start working for the day
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Ep57 season 2 ep 2
August 5th, 2019
Talking while driving around multiple segments talk about smoking crack with bums begging for change from me
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PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT
August 2nd, 2019
Im sorry for whining lately and making it sound so bad I’m not troubled or anything and we are available on PODCOIN now
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Ep56 a lovely day
August 1st, 2019
Just me scootering around downtown doing errands and visiting the needle exchange we do fan shout outs and harm reduction talk
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Ep 55 but Episode 1 season 2 let’s talk to the world
July 31st, 2019
I read some mail from fans that has come from Facebook reddit and Instagram I read something I wrote and normal stuff
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Ep 53
July 29th, 2019
Just me being a sad boy trying to figure out how to pick up the pieces
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Ep 52 a walk into nothingness Podcoin
July 21st, 2019
I got off at wrong train stop and just walked and it’s middle of night and there is nothing around
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Ep 51 trains and other vehicular transports
July 21st, 2019
Some talk about what’s going on talking about night rider knocking out his stepdad my current mental state all while I’m waiting for and riding the train dedication to memory of Kennedy Sophia Warren my fiancé that died …
Ep 48 lifestyles of the drug and addicted
July 15th, 2019
Just talking about some random stuff it’s a short one but I’ll do a full one here in a day or so
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The day that shattered my life
July 6th, 2019
I’ll talk about Kennedy my girlfriend who died of a herion overdose yesterday afternoon.
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Ep47
July 1st, 2019
Can babies talk about our relationship plan with the future the little surprise at the end
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Ep 46 mission in the rain
June 22nd, 2019
We talk about my shitty sobriety and holding me accountable for my herion addiction we talk marriage and reviews from apple podcasts
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Ep45 waiting to walk in to detox
June 18th, 2019
Me and girlfriend outside before I walk in detox
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Episode 44
June 9th, 2019
Preview of next few we have a lot in the works we talk overdoses new relationships what’s next In life
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Ep 43 Minisode about what’s coming up
May 24th, 2019
Talking about what’s coming up on the episode tomorrow
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Ep 42 farming simulator
May 16th, 2019
Just talk about a few random things and talk about my new Facebook presence
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A lazy Sunday
May 13th, 2019
Episode 41 just so talk and the first part of my interview with Lazy
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This is the introduction for my Facebook group
May 12th, 2019
I have a new Facebook group in Facebook page go there I can come in whatever and this is just a little audio intro for that it’s Facebook and her relapse a very poor so it’s over… Drug attic’s I hope to see you there
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Ep40 birthday update and things
April 21st, 2019
Not much but a birthday update and legal update
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Ep39 unk talks about what’s next
April 8th, 2019
We talk with unk the night before he goes to inpatient
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Off probation
April 5th, 2019
Just a quick story full episode this weekend
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Episode 38 we are fuckin world wide kiddos
March 24th, 2019
Just trying to get back on track and get back to steady regular episodes so driving and talking the move, our reach all over the world and a failed …
Ep 37. Getting back on track
March 15th, 2019
basiclly talking about what’s to come and announced new podcast news and talked about a lil bit of everything and og drops one of his biggest secrets and also reads his Apple reviews
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I’m sorry everyone
March 5th, 2019
Just a message saying I’m sorry and I’m alive
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Ep35
February 18th, 2019
A random chat with new friend
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Ep 34 and we talk with author Lorraine Reguly
February 12th, 2019
A long talk about addiction abuse life coping skills and life in general. https://lorrainereguly.com/
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Ep 33 A nice little Monday morning chat
February 11th, 2019
a chat with Christina From tumblr sorry for the delay but it’s Monday so here we are
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Sorry but no delay but it’ll be out tomorrow
February 10th, 2019
Just letting everyone know that this weeks episode will be a day late
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Ep 32 sad boy Saturday’s
February 3rd, 2019
Me and unk talk about recovery and how we feel sorry for ourselves when we shouldn’t because early recovery has too many feelings and other things …
Ep 31 a special Friday from the wonderful world of reddit
February 1st, 2019
Talking with Peter who is someone who I connected with on reddit and he has 15 years clean so wanted to talk to him about that so that’s why dropping a special Friday episode
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Ep 30 here i am
January 31st, 2019
Just a lil talk while I’m sick about myself and what I need to do to get and stay clean thank you everybody
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29quick update
January 27th, 2019
Nothing really just a boring Saturday night update
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Ep 28 new stuff
January 24th, 2019
What’s coming up In the future
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Ep27 Part 2 of talks with unk from nodsquad
January 24th, 2019
Just talking about what there is to look forward to and some new ideas
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Monday night podcast episode 26
January 22nd, 2019
Just an update of stuff and things talking about a friend in inpatient therapy right now and this will be a thing every Monday night from now on so stay tuned
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Episode 25 talking with nod squad host unk
January 20th, 2019
Just a get to know you talk between unk of nod squad and me just a free flow get to know each other talk
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Let’s talk about stuff episode 24
January 19th, 2019
Just rambling about nothing in particular talking about a Facebook post I made and what’s headed for the future of this podcast
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Promo for new roots ibogaine center tell them I sent you
January 17th, 2019
New roots ibogaine center and treatment facility www.newrootsibogaine.com
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A talk with number one fan Lauren and the social worker I’ll be starting a new podcast with
January 17th, 2019
A brief talk with both of these and how Lauren has seen me clean and now not clean over the years on social media platforms
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Quick update
January 16th, 2019
A few quick ramblings about life right now
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Og introduces muddog
January 16th, 2019
A one on one improv talk about music life and death dealing with death and staying alive https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCQyss29e_Vol24qChZK2M2A
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Late night bail lights
January 14th, 2019
A friend is on who was bailed out of jail
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Short Friday night update
January 12th, 2019
Talking about my interesting evening and sound quality isn’t very good I thought headset was around my neck but it was t
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Friday morning update
January 11th, 2019
Moving to Phoenix to help get clean
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Promo of the new new
January 10th, 2019
New type of episode where I’ll be talking to people who volunteered to do a talk with me about whatever
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Tub and talk episode 1 with special guest Bi6Pa9a
January 7th, 2019
A random type of episode where me and a friend will get in the tub and a friend will sit and talk about whatever is on our minds from real life serious events to getting fucked up in the tub
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Sunday’s morning report
December 30th, 2018
Just touched on the new podcast today me and A buddy are starting and talked about ex’s And boring Sunday morning
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Saturday afternoon report
December 30th, 2018
Just rambling about music and it’s importantance to the world
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Friday night foil lights
December 29th, 2018
Me and night rider talking about his relapse and a variety of other topics
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Friday morning rambles
December 28th, 2018
Just me talking about life and what’s going on in my life right now if you want to interact I’m ogwinner on reddit and ogking_710 on Snapchat and Instagram
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Thursday morning update
December 27th, 2018
Just a brief update about my morning and explaining the last episode a little bit
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A journey to hell from the tip of a needle
December 27th, 2018
This was me trying to do here at 453 Juno 59 minutes and took him to hit and this is a safety episode on why not to use intravenously
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And we’re back sorry the lapse In episodes
December 23rd, 2018
Christmas episode 1 just letting you all know that we are back and will continue to do regular episodes again
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Intro to new cast
October 28th, 2018
Can’t recover old account so having to start fresh
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