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Mod Love

33 EpisodesProduced by Keaton KashWebsite

Welcome to MOD LOVE, the new youtube show + podcast featuring transmen, Keaton Kash (Mod Club founder) & Lucah Rosenberg-Lee! We'll be discussing our unique perspectives and advice regarding sex, love, dating, relationships, self-discovery and improvement. We'll feature casual convos as well as inte… read more

33 Episodes | 2021 - 2022

Ep. 33 - How Covid's 'End' is Affecting (My) Breakup Grief

December 19th, 2022

32:22 -- leave a message or ask a question for a future episode!

In this episode I talk about the strange duality I've experienced going through breakup grief as Covid is coming to a 'close'. I …

Ep. 32 - Why I Broke Up With My Fiance Soon After Phalloplasty

December 5th, 2022


I try to give the most emotionally neutral and fair take on how my ex totally changed her perspective towards bottom surgery and how she abandoned me emotionally and physically after surgery.

It's hard to sum up a 5 …

Ep. 31 - Support for those with toxic families during the holidays

November 24th, 2022


Recording this as I dread my own journey to spend Thanksgiving with my toxic, republican, half-assed religious right family. Wanted to jump on and give you all a little backing of support in case you need it today! …

Ep. 30 - Glansplasty - 2 Days Post-op Update

October 30th, 2022


I'm going to post a follow-up to this soon because this ended up being quite the journey! But here I am all chipper and young, only 2 days after this …

Ep. 29 - How to Process Your Emotions (& Change Your Life)

October 15th, 2022


If you would like to begin the process of mastering your emotions so you don't feel so stuck in loops or reactions that don't serve you, listen to …

Ep. 28 - Why I Wanted Phallo and Why Lucah Doesn't!

August 18th, 2022


In this episode, Lucah talks about how much he doesn't want phallo and I talk about why I'm getting phalloplasty! It's pretty casual as neither of us …

Ep. 27 - How to be Proud of Yourself & How Your Thoughts Control Your Feelings

August 18th, 2022


Despite posting this video 8 months late, I'M PROUD I'M GETTING IT OUT NOW -- BETTER LATE THAN NEVER, haha. Catching up on a few vids that I never got around to posting. Lucah and I had a great convo about how to …

Ep. 26 - 12 Days Post-Op ALT Phalloplasty with Dr. Chen (For FTM Transguys)

June 14th, 2022


I was very stealth before launching Mod Club... doing all of this was one thing, but I really never thought I'd be giving hospital  BM techniques on YouTube... 😬  Questioning my life choices right now, haha... …

Ep. 25 - 3 Days Post-Op from ALT Phalloplasty with Dr. Chen, Safa & Watt!

June 14th, 2022


I LOVE YOU ALL ENOUGH TO POST A VID OF ME LOOKING ROUGH AS HELL just so you can get the authentic 3-day post-op review! I'm a little vain... I like to look good... this is not easssssy for me to do, but here yas go -- …

Ep. 24 - Surgery Anxiety for ALT Phalloplasty with Dr. Chen & Buncke Clinic

March 13th, 2022


If you're having trouble deciding whether or not phalloplasty is for you, watch this video, it might help give critical context to your thoughts and doubts.  Throwing it out there that it's okay to feel a lot of anxiety …

Ep. 23 - Should Transguys Date Lesbians? Feat. Lucas Silvera, Cecil & Hanna

February 13th, 2022


Read below for the exact, sticky question sent in:

"I have come across a lot of queer women and nonbinary people whose sexual orientation is "everyone but cis men" who really want to date/fuck trans guys. On principle, …

Ep. 22 - Phalloplasty Surgery Anxiety & A Game Changing Question to Help You Manage It.

February 13th, 2022


If you're having trouble deciding whether or not phalloplasty is for you, listen to this podcast, it might help give critical context to your thoughts and doubts.  Throwing it out there that it's okay to feel a lot of …

Ep. 21 - Fuck Your Limiting Beliefs Around Being Trans

January 4th, 2022


Who's more stoned at the start of this video, me or Lucah? 😂  Seriously tho... we all have limiting beliefs just as humans and then we have more based on layers of our identities that have built up over time. For us, …

Ep. 20 - Should You Move-in With Your Partner?

January 4th, 2022


Lucah and I chat about what's worked and not worked when living with partners. How to align and live with intention, how to approach balance and compromises, how to balance your autonomy and couple time, are you and …

Ep. 19 - When your Partner has a Low Sex Drive!

January 3rd, 2022


Testosterone makes us horny bastards! So many of our partners can't keep up past the honeymoon phase and then we're left trying to figure out how to …

Ep. 18 - Waiting to Date until Phalloplasty? Ft. Ashton!

November 7th, 2021


We had a great time hanging with Ashton on this episode and learning about his dating experiences and how he's approaching being single, working on his career and timing phalloplasty.  We get into limiting beliefs of …

Ep. 17 - Job Interviews During Transition

November 7th, 2021


We answer a question from a YouTube commenter regarding how to go about job interviews and resumes while you're early in transition!  Watch Lucah and I answer this while sleepy first thing in the morning. Hope you enjoy …

Ep. 16 - Dr. Chen Interview, Pt. 2 - Phalloplasty FAQs

November 7th, 2021


Dr. Chen RETURNS to discuss donor scar healing and REMOVAL, all things sensation, burial and orgasm, scrotoplasty, erection devices, deciding between RFF and ALT, glansplasty and recovery stages!  Dr. Chen is so …

Ep. 15 - Dr. Chen Interview, Pt. 1 - Phalloplasty FAQs

November 7th, 2021


Dr. Mang Chen sits down with Keaton Kash to discuss all too commonly asked questions around his FTM bottom surgery approach and techniques.  While some of what we cover is fairly foundational, I DEFINITELY learned a few …

Ep. 14 - The Road To Bald - Accepting your Hairloss...

October 8th, 2021


In this episode Lucah and I rant about going bald after transition... the emotional and psychological toll it takes and how to resurface from that. …

Ep. 13 - Cock Talks: RFF Phalloplasty with Alex

October 8th, 2021


Wanna have your question, comment or topic played on the podcast? Leave us a message here:

Or, drop us an email at:

To learn more about Alex, check out his …

Ep. 12 - Gay Sex & Transmen in the Gay Cis Scene with Sean!

October 8th, 2021


SO EXCITED TO HAVE SEAN PARSONS (BEARDONCÉ) ON THE SHOW THIS WEEK AS OUR RESIDENT HOMO! We're talking all things gay sex, hyper-masculinity, dick …

Ep. 1 - Dating, Disclosure and Big D*cks

October 8th, 2021


Welcome to MOD LOVE, the new podcast featuring transguys, Keaton Kash (Mod Club founder) & Lucah Rosenberg-Lee! We're covering everything about sex, dating, love and relationships from a transguy perspective. We'll …

Ep. 11 - Cock Talks: How Phallo Works in Sweden w/ Eric

August 2nd, 2021


Erik teaches us about the ups and downs of being trans and navigating bottom surgery in Sweden! He's also been featured in a new documentary, Prince of Dreams by Jessica Nettelbladt, that has chronicled his entire …

Ep. 10 - Cock Talks: RFF Phalloplasty with Jai

August 2nd, 2021


Learn more about Radial Forearm Flap (RFF) Phalloplasty with Jai and his experiences with Dr. Chen and the Buncke Clinic.

Record your comments or questions here:



Ep. 9 - Disclosing Phallo or not on Dating Apps - A Debate!

August 2nd, 2021


In response to a follower's question, Lucah and I debate whether or not someone should disclose that they've had phalloplasty to new dates, casual …

Ep. 8 - Coming out as Queer and Trans to our Families

June 3rd, 2021


In this episode of Mod Love, Keaton and Lucah respond to a listener request to discuss our family reactions to coming out as queer and then trans. …

Ep. 7 - Building Confidence and Embracing Self-Development

May 22nd, 2021


In this episode of Mod Love, Keaton and Lucah talk about their experiences building confidence through the ups and downs of transition, entrepreneurship, relationships and life. We talk about the benefits of self-help …

Ep. 6 - Cock Talks: MLD Phalloplasty with Alex

May 16th, 2021


Learn more about MLD Phalloplasty as we chat with Alex who just finished his 2nd stage with Dr. Miro in Serbia. We discuss MLD sensation, penetration, recovery and the overall journey. Enjoy this inside scoop! 


Ep. 5 - Cock Talks: Simple Release vs Full Meta with Cecil

May 10th, 2021


Cecil and I compare and contrast having a simple release and a full meta. We both had surgery with Dr. Brassard at GRS in Montreal. We get into …

Ep. 4 - Dating & Relationships Pre vs. Post-transition

April 28th, 2021


This week Lucah and I talk about some of the small and large dynamics that changed in our dating and relationship experiences when we transitioned to male. Neither of us were conscious or aware at the time how we'd need …

Ep. 3 - Cock Talks: ALT Phalloplasty with Wolfie

April 23rd, 2021


Excited to debut our Cock Talk segment of the podcast, where I sat down with Wolfie aka Kel. At the time of recording he's about half-way through a …

Ep. 2 - Packing, Porn & Phalloplasty

April 16th, 2021


This week Keaton and Lucah go in more on trans disclosure when dating // talk about packing and how it can help and exacerbate dysphoria // Lucah's trip to Camp Lost Boys and how he felt about phalloplasty afterwards -- …

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